mouldy birds

2011-02-04T16:36:00.001+08:00

they literally meant the world to me! alhamdulillah!

2011-01-09T17:48:00.002+08:00

the arrival of weekends simply means more work have to be done.

Especially when you're so involved IN so many things.

this week was hectic with all the activities.

This week, I went to SINGAPORE POLY AND NGEE ANN POLY'S OPEN HOUSE

sigh. How I wish my turn will come fast.

I can't wait to be in ngee ann, seriously!

my first day of sec 4

2011-01-04T14:59:00.002+08:00

Honestly, first day of school was pretty mediocre. It's the typical introduce the new teachers and such. But when you are in secondary 4, things seems similar. However, the only thing that freaks me is the fact that my subject teachers have a super high expectation on my class, especially with the new principal around, I guess things have to be juggled on our own yeah? I still can't feel the spirit of "FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL" especially with all the high hopes and stuffs that THE NEW PRINCIPAL HAS FOR THE SCHOOL like reading during assembly. what the.........???!! reading during assembly is so...... primary school. But hey, lets look on the bright side yeah. At least it will somehow allow me widen my vocabulary yaw!

till then. I am looking forward to 2nd day. teehee

alhamdulillah for today~~

just what I felt

2011-01-03T22:24:00.002+08:00

That moment when you feel like crying but don't know why, and you decide to just act like you're okay.

happy 2010+1

2011-01-03T21:50:00.003+08:00

to my best friend.

Think about your choice. If you think that's the best for you, then it will.

I'll respect and support whatever your decision is :)

I don't know why I'm so reckless and restless despite the arrival of 2011.

Wait, it's 2011 already.

ohlaaaalalala.

Okay, honestly my only resolution is to do well and not be lazy anymore

because I believe if I'm not lazy, I'll be able to do everything right,

RIGHT?

hah hah :B

oh ANYWAY, I fell in love with the new basic template designs by the new blogger.

It suites me! Thanks Sab for telling me to change to a new blogger.

It's amazing~

Just on a brighter note, I want to make my blog a real blog where I'll share my real life and whatever shit that my life will bring me to, whether it's good or bad.

I really want to make my blog a place for me to type out my ponders and my wonders.

So for now, happy 2011 may it will be a successful year for ya'll.

jahaha, so long never camwhore.

ya know... cam-whore.

this might be my first and last camwhore until O levels?

TEEHEE

it's 10.08pm

hmmm.. why am I not sleepy?

2010-12-18T19:17:00.004+08:00

It's really jaw-dropping to know that I will be

entering the O level world in just a few weeks.

I've had the best 2 months of holiday.

Everything that has been part of me throughout the holiday,

I must put it aside for now.

Although I must admit I really had a lot of fun during 36th NCO band camp,36th NCO BBQ, band practises, Hong kong trip, BPC getaway to botanic gardens, outing, ustaz class, never ending sleepness night while chatting on FB and concerts and such but oh well,

good things always comes to an end yeah?

Now my aim is simple.

Just make my parents proud.

It may look typical and rather pathetic

but it seriously takes a lot of effort to accomplish that.

completing 2011 with ease would be my biggest achievement in my life.

SYF 2011 and GCE O levels 2011,

here I come baby

just for me to ponder

2010-12-14T21:33:00.003+08:00

It feels really good to finally settle in with my studies.

Although I'm still a bit "off" with some of it,

I'm sure I'll be able to cope with it looking at the rate I'm going.

Honestly, I'm deeply motivated by my girls

who never fail to be focusing deeply into their studies.

I just can't imagine myself without their unseen motivation.

yeah, they never did a verbal motivational talk to me or whatsoever.

I kinda pick it up by myself.

HAR HAR.

I don't think I'll have the time with cyber world by the time 2011 comes.

I'll be busy with band and my studies and please pray that I'll survive.

homeworks,books,notes,revisions,sectionals,marching,combine band rehearsals,remedial, individual practise,mace works!!!

so yeahh it's really a lot.

2010-12-09T14:07:00.014+08:00

hong kong was a lot a lot of fun and thank god we went home with a freaking high silver. Almost touch gold man. but that's okay! hahahaha. yuan ching is so gonna be proud. teehee.

photo credits to jiaqi and sabrina!

)^.^(

alhamdulillah for everything.

2010-12-01T01:10:00.001+08:00

BYE GUYS. me is gonna miss u. hehehe

2010-11-30T00:16:00.003+08:00

NCO BBQ was the bomb for today.

2010-11-28T20:06:00.004+08:00

I've been away.

All this while I've rendered myself out and I feel so awkward to suddenly start typing on my own blog. It feels as if you've been living like an extrovet and suddenly you got yourself caught up with a group of people. LOLs.

I've been keeping myself busy with band and honestly, I barely have time for myself. Other than that, life has been pretty insanely dramatic. A lot of thing happened and I'm not sure where I belong. LOL! Khalisah just came back from OBS and I feel so secure to have her around.

Since today mark the last day of my madrasah year for this year, I manage to round it off with a picture of my best asatizahs! They have been with me eversince my mum dumped me in assyakirin. LOL!!!!!!!!!!!

THAT IS RIFDI :)

Yesterday evening, I manage to settle myself down and I ended up in St Gabriel to support arif and his band. Arif is so cute when he conducted his band! GOOD JOB MY BRO!!!!!!!!!!!

SEEE SO CUTE RIGHT

THE DRUMMAJORS THAT CAME. plus my bm who took the picture

this is qistina, we call her qiss

have I told u I've start my tuition already? like yesterday?

LOL

i will be flying to hong kong in 2 days time and mum has been pretty worried for me because I have nt finish packing my luggage and she keeps on emphasizing on food. She is too worried for me that she decided to bake some cookies for me to bring over to Hong Kong. Oh so sweet.

what happened yesterday?

2010-11-16T17:52:00.004+08:00

Yesterday (15 november 2010), Gan eng seng, Zheng Hua, Compassvale and My band held a concert at Singapore conference hall,

tittled "friends in concert"

It was definitely a great experience especially for my band. It was our first concert ever and we're so jubilant that it went well, except for our Mulan piece (which was way below our standard). Honestly, I could'nt be more excited seeing the hall getting all filled up and I was extremely happy when I saw all my beloved Drum Majors from the NCO camp entered the hall. Once everyone took their seat, I was overjoyed when I heard the group of drum majors repeatedly shouting my name at the top of thier lungs! AHHHHH SO SHY LA! Basically I was having my own "OMG" moments. HAHAHA!

THIS WAS THE GROUP OF DRUM MAJORS WHO HAD THIER BAND PLAYING IN THE SAME CONCERT AS MINE ^~^

A few days ago, one of the drum majors got caught in a very unforseen accident that happened right after the NCO passing out parade. Thinking of it already makes me laugh! Clarence was so unfortunate. He broke his arms after the NCO passing out parade because I guess he was to excited. What I got to know was that he was busy celebrating in the dance studio with the other drum majors. He got himself terribly injured when he was happily jumping in the dance studio. HAHAHA how funny can you be clarence. Last Saturday, he went for his surgery and fortunately, his surgery went well. God bless u clarence :P After our trip to the hospital to visit clarence, we went for a short dinner at VIVO. And that VIVO story will be a another story for another day. Till then, enjoy~ hehehehe

THE FUNNY GUY, clarence!

WOOOSH

while waiting for ari~

EPIC! WALIAO PICTURE. HAHAHAHAH

Sharing dinner ^~^

nco 2010

2010-11-14T01:27:00.012+08:00

When I got to know I had to attend to this 36th NCO camp training 2010, I was afraid, afraid that I would'nt make any friends. I went into the camp like a small tiny chicken trying to find its way out.

However, my mega conception of not having any friends suddenly changed when I realised that it was totally impossible to live in this camp without a friend. Soon after, I met a lot of Drum majors from different schools and we would never fail to wave vigorously at one another when we walked by the corridor. My life totally changed when I met this group of people called (GFs) or a.k.a, game facilitators. So many good people surrounded my environment and everything and everyone around me was happy.

Definitely, we've learnt so much. We've been through the sun the rain the thick and the thin together and it would be impossible to break our strong friendships that we've bonded through this 5 day camp. Our Sir's facilitated us with good technique and my greatest gratitude goes to them because without them, this camp is a bare piece of paper without any scribbles.

I believe all of us are deeply in love with each other. Just take a look at how active everyone is on facebook now. Everyone is busy tagging one another,sharing greetings and etc. I would never ever forget the best 5 days of being a drum major.

Writting this makes me realised how wonderful friendship can be. It does'nt matter how long or how short all of us click but we definitely know, we've done our best and ready to move on with our life. ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR FUTURE ENDEAVOUR MY BELOVED DRUM MAJORS. and with this, my laptop is officially wet T.T MISS ALL OF YOU A LOT!!!!!!!

-love, AMALINA NORAZMI

xoxo ENJOY THE PICTURES, DONT FORGET ME. PICTURE CREDITS: ARIF'S CAMERA,SYAFIQAH EDDIE'S CAMERA,BEN TOK'S CAMERA, BAND FUSION

I LOVE BEN SO MUCH. NO MORE BUS RIDES WITH HIM! :(((

THIS IS DAENA

LUNCH TOGETHER. SWEET RIGHT

EH WALIAO I SLEEPING RIGHT :P

I CAN START CRYING NOW!!!!!!!!!!

GFs hearts forever!

ROCK ON!
CREDITS : ARIF 400D

WELSON~!!

F.A.I.L

QISS HAVE A SAFE FLIGHT TO BEIJING TOMORROW. HEARTS U

all prepared to go to the field!!

trainer's from bowen secondary! RED~~

CREDITS: SEAN TAN

awwwhsss
credits:shema

"muke budak base drum" HAHAHA WHAT THE HECK SYAINIE!

crefits :arif 400D

GUEST OF HONOUR

BUSY CELEBRATING THE JOY OF ACCOMPLISHMENT

FADLI! the one that would shout at me whenever he sees me or Syafiqah

SYAFIQAH AND FIRMAN!
guys, firman is not a gangster! He is seriously a kind guy!

yi xian fro raffles girls. hearts you!

ZACH AND BEN! the best anglo chinese guys you can ever meet.

all prepared for the arrival of guest of honour

the whole contingent.

the march pass! here comes fierce firman! HAHA

before the actual ceremony!

credits: band fusion

our peformance that we;ve been training for is about to start

credits : band fusion

WALAIAO THIS PART IS THE FUNNIEST.

2010-11-05T16:55:00.002+08:00

i want to fly to mars

It's been a long time since I made a proper post. Honestly, I feel so insecure with my life right now. I don't know what and what and what and what I should focus my life on now. grrrrrrrrrrrr. So that's the reason I barely land my webpage on blogger.com. kuku. So far, november is quite tiring, seriously. I feel like skipping november and go straight to december. Without doubt, November has kept me busy and I never felt this STRESSFUL before. Did you know that I'm suffering from hairfall this few weeks?!!!!! THAT SUCKS MAN. This is purely because of the fact that I just stuff my face with unhealthy junk crap and I end up not looking after my well being. So much for hating myself. WELL, pity me because this is only 1/8 of what I am suffering. However, I'm glad that although I'm a busy bee, I'm able to look after all my prayers. Alhamdulillah, Iman masih kuat. Till then, salam alaik!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-11-01T20:57:00.005+08:00

THIS WAS TAKEN AT 11PM.

oh my gosh we still look kinda fresh

GAAAAAAAAH I'm so lucky I have them. The bus trip to MUIS was kinda funny with Khalisah,Nisa and Azfar! hehehe. Honestly although CPR(cakap pasal remaja) a.k.a teens talk was kinda "of an attractive event", I personally think that the show was kinda draggy. It was nice at the beginning but it WENT too draggy. The time draggggggggggggggggg all the way till like 11pm. However, I can't deny that some of them really acted well. Qayyum was there, acting as Muqminin. hehe

the cat in the mosque.

My Dad,Brother and I have been doing this cycling to-bond-us-together-thing for like months now and seriously, this really make us bond more. GOSH I think my english sucks now. CHAOZ

2010-10-30T09:33:00.003+08:00

Now that it's the end of school,

I can officially ignore all the nonsense MOE has given to me.

HAHAHA DREAM ON !!!!!

not for now I still have O levels to sit for and

hmmmmmm.....

I have a feelings by then I'd be like frankenstein,

WOMAN VERSRION.

Okay, that's it,

I better get out from here.

You guys would'nt want to have a piece of my forte.

2010-10-28T20:06:00.001+08:00

SO THIS WAS WHAT HAPPENED TODAY.

fun alhamdulillah

2010-10-26T19:54:00.003+08:00

I know I always look dumb/stupid/idotic/nerd wherever I am and whatever I do.

HAHA. Whatever it is, I'm comfortable with the way I live my life.

teehee.
i KNOW most of my readers don't know how I really look like in real life.
maybe because rarely post a picture of myself in my own blog or it might be because
I edit my picture too much until cannot see the real me.
So here is a picture of me without a single touch of an edit.
hahahahah. my english is all over the place and I don't give a damn.

24 october was my sister birthday but we ended up celebrating it yesterday because of some unforseen circumstances which kinda brings down my sister's mood totally.
It was a small yet sweet celebration and I hope she likes it.
Again, Happy birthday to you.
I know it's ironic to here me say I love you to you, but the fact is,
I really love you! have a great 13th and may Allah be with you, Always!

As for yesterday, the P.E department organised an Inter class netball competition
for the secondary Three students as a post examination sports event.
it was fun, I guess.
HAHA

to sab, the was the video which I told oyu to watch.
there's part two too!

although the exams are over

2010-10-25T19:12:00.004+08:00

Although the exams are over, that does'nt mean that

I'm going to stop with my revision.

It's only the end of secondary 3,

not the end of my secondary school journey yet.

So if you think the Ministry Of Education

give us this 2 long months of break

means shutting down your brain from your knowledge,

Then you are totally wrong.

Personally, I know my weaknesses very well

and since I'm going to have ample time this holiday,

(well not really because I have to concentrate on my band too)

I'm going to make use of my time wisely to prepare myself

for O levels which IS personally haunting me mentally right now.

Oh well I guess my whole maternal and paternal family line have

a hugeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee hope on me,

getting good grades for O's.

So I better start kicking my ass and start with my revision.

If this week was still an exam week,all of us will be out studying together and we will have our lunch and dinner together as well. Honestly, I miss all the fun we've had throughout our 2 weeks of intensive study and jokes. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

And to ozir, you know Allah is with you!all the best for your O's and don't forget to say "Bismillah" before doing any papers!

2010-10-24T19:30:00.001+08:00

Did you know that, when u carry Quraan, Shaitan gets a headache. When you open it, he collapses. When he sees you reading it he faints. When you are about to forward this message, he will discourage you. So forward it! :)

2010-10-23T19:28:00.001+08:00

i hope the GIF works.

haha im just plain bored.

2010-10-23T08:40:00.004+08:00

been yearning to have a best friend like her

.^^^^^^.

yesterday, five amazing things happened all within a span of 6 hours,I think.

Let me just sum it all up in points.

Had a failed photoshoot attempt with Khalisah. However, I guess, it was fun. :P
Went shoe serching and managed to get my preferabled shoe which I wanted so badly.
My wallet fell into the MRT track in the midst of everyone pushing me into the train.Luckily Khalisah was around because I would'nt know what to do if I was alone. But still, now I get to boast that my wallet fell into the MRT track. HAHA
A muslimah went towards me and told me that I resembled her late daughter who passed away last May and she gave me 5 dollars. May Allah bless her. I almost went into tears when she hugged me.
FINALLY GET TO ATTEND USTAD FIRDAUS CLASS AFTER 2 MONTHS?

failed attempt of trying to be like hana and yuna

at the previous post down there.

at the end of the day, All I have to say is,

Alhamdulillah, thank you Allah.

May allah bless everyone who were a part of my day yesterday.

Ameen

2010-10-22T07:11:00.002+08:00

It feels weird not to wake up for subuh prayers.

It feels weird not doing any of my prayers on time.

Sometimes, I wonder how a muslimah/muslimin live without his or her prayer.
hais.. dunia akhir zaman :(

Allah, show us the right path and guide us until the end of our time.

allah humma amin

2010-10-21T21:54:00.002+08:00

This is Hana and Yuna and I love them as much as

my love for wearing hijab

teeheee

Hana has totally been one of the most inspiring hijabi's I've ever seen.

Just look at her.

The way she presents herself to the world,

it's both fashion and protecting her honour and modesty.

When I grow up, I want to be like Hana and Yuna

check Hana out at

www.stylecovered.com

2010-10-21T20:15:00.003+08:00

well, I just need a break.

salam alaik'

Let me just be frank,

I need a proper break,really.

Now that exams are over,

I have to settle myself down and focus on my CCA

which will be taking part in the winter band festival

in Hong Kong in probably a months time.

So that clearly means that my band and I will be going through

torough and intensive training for the whole of november.

Honestly, I don't mind spending my time wholely on band.

I don't mind the scoldings and I don't mind

any shit that will come to my way as

I go through the trainings because I know I'm used to this.

Whatever it is, all I'm trying to say is that......

.....................

I'm just a little aprehensive.

that's all.

toodles.

2010-10-19T20:04:00.004+08:00

I'M SO DISSAPOINTED WITH MY RESULTS.

IT'S SO FAR THE WORST RESULT THROUGHOUT

MY ENTIRE LIFE IN MY SECONDAARY SCHOOOL.

AH I HAVE NO ONE TO BLAME OTHER THAN ME.

NO MORE LAST MINUTE REVISION.

for us.

2010-10-18T20:30:00.002+08:00

I got my results.

All I have to worry about now is my english

which I'll get tomorrow.

If I pass that, there's no need for me to worry anymore.

but so far so good.

only fail DnT which I expected it to fail anyway,

I got the lowest

but that does'nt mean I'm going to give up.

toodles.

Yesterday,

I had a rooftop date with my bestfriend.

It was totally cool.

We lied on the cemented,dirty,oily carpark floor.

We ran around with our hijabs on.

We laughed our hearts out.

Hijab girls having fun

who cares, it's just us two.

We threw papers and we felt so free.

we laid our body on the papers we flew.

So far, it was the best moments we've ever had.

2010-10-16T00:47:00.001+08:00

There's more to life than just living.

teehee

2010-10-15T23:55:00.003+08:00

"why won't you answer me?!"

AHA

maroon 5.

The singer's voice, is so out of the ordinary!

Kina grannis

The most inspiring singer,

Maher zain

And of course,

Sondre Lerche.

AMAZING.

You guys should totally check them out in youtube. So far, they are my top favourites in my song list. There's more, but for now, I'm totally into them. Their talents is splendid. I wonder where they got those voice! Sometimes, I wish I can sing, well at least to my friends. I'm pondering and wondering if I can ever sing. HAHA what a joke amalina.

2010-10-15T10:17:00.002+08:00

YAY! EXAMS ARE OVER.

alhamdulillah

Im currently rotting with my laptop on my tummy. Honestly,its ironic how the aftermath of exams makes you feel bored. Maybe it's because I've went through 2 weeks of intense presurrizing of stressfulness. Now that it's over, I feel so........... lost. I don't know what to do.

So far, I did'nt encountered any adrenaline rush

while doing the paper,

which is kinda bad because

I needed that rush to get me going, you know what im saying

As compared to mid years, I hoping that I'll get at least 3 A1 s
I have to come out with exceptionally good results.

heart dribbling noww!!!!

Pray for me!

I'm still thinking of what to do now.

chaoz

because its the last day of raye

2010-10-09T08:21:00.002+08:00

best friends,study group,bunga api gila friends,

future excos, kawan sejati sehingga akhirat, InsyaAllah!

YAY. this is what we do during raya
So does my family

Then we raya-ed with our uniform too!

I've been busy and I'll be back.

Papers Have been good,

insyaAllah, so does the results.

DOA!

Its the end of raya!

raya raya raya

2010-09-25T09:16:00.002+08:00

HAHA APA DAH

(11sept 2010)

OKAY SEMUA, LOOK DOWN.

fuiiii lobang hidung gedabak satu satu

-fityan raya!

(24sept 2010)

JEMPUT MAKAN SEMUAA...

CHEEEZZEEE

-mama and ayah's best freinds

(19 september 2010)

OI, AKU NAK SATU LAH. KUIH TU SEDAP!

-abang akmal's house

(12 september 2010)

isn't she(her sis, kak noi) A GREAT PHOTOGRAPHER

YAY DAH 9 YEARS OLD!

(23 sept 2010)

OH gosh!!! I totally miss blogging,really.

I've been busy as you can see in those pictures.

My raya has been very heel breaking fun!

hahaha oh yes, I broke my heels.

I know it sounds ratherrr err...... peculiar.

LOL.

okay whatever, Im just crapping here.

all my raya pictures are in the midsts of uploadinggg.

so you guys check it out okay.

despite my love for you all,

I've gotta leave now because I really need to studyy

FOOOR MY EOY!!!
I badly need to get for direct poly admission!!!

2010-09-15T14:16:00.004+08:00

From baking kuihs to qiyamulai to non-stop doas and prayers to rushing of homeworks after subuh to doing last minute home deco to last minute alteration to hari raya baju.

"How was your raya" has been pretty much the most common question which was summon to me as soon as I started my conversation with my friends. I have been very fantastic. so NOW,I HAVETO SHUT UP AND GET ON WITH MY STUDIES. Hope you understand the story I've put together through my picturess. teeeeeeeeeeehheee. Selamat Hari Raya to you guys.

2010-09-03T22:25:00.004+08:00

the new mcDonalds in Jurong Point is rather cosy and comfortable.

Lovin the atmosphere there!
hahaha,

we met a new friend,

but we don't know her name!

Anyway, this seriously made my day!

this type of people are the ones who seriously inspire me to continue writting.

I can't believe you actually sepnt your time reading my crppy life.

KWANG KWANG KWANG.

nonetheless, thank you. (:

2010-09-03T17:07:00.001+08:00

HAHAHAHAHHAHA

basket basket basket......

..............

full of sunshine.

frm iamkhalisah.tumblr.com

2010-09-03T16:39:00.004+08:00

a world where everyone is mad.

Just as I thought my problems were over, another came by. I feel so intimidated. Sometimes, my life is seriously blinded with no warmth or love. Why is everyone being like this. What's wrong with everyone. Is this how cruel the "outside world" can me. SIghhhhhhhhhhhHH....zzZZz

Nonetheless, I'm jubilant and I feel extremely secure to have the great support of my favourite girls plus my family. Everytime I step into the house after a "breezy" day, I can always feel the love that my family awaits upon my arrival. It's just, extraordinary.

Anyway, so to speak, it's almost the end of Ramadhan. Honestly, there's something in me that does not feel settled. I seriously can't accept the fact that Ramadhan is leaving us in 5 days. There's this feeling of ubber sadness and .............. continous sadness which does not want to leave me, knowing the fact that I'm leaving Ramadhan. Spend this few days of Ramadhan wisely my dear muslim readers because you'll never if you'll get to meet this blissful month every again.

So yeah, my Ramadhan has been great and I hope It will continue that way. I know I've been busy with so many stuffs but I'm thrilled to know that I've been able to use my time wisely in acadamic wise and also to make time with family,friends and for Allah,of course. I'm glad that I'm not able to miss out any solat prayers, other than band days, which end seriously late. *damn it* O

I'm sure this end-of-the-year-journey which I'll be facing soon will be the worst roller coaster ride that I can ever dream of. Please pray for me that it will not turn out the way I want it to be. Lastly, the spirit of Syawal is embracing*yeah right, not for me*, I hope and pray that you guys still hold on tight to your iman and don't forget your prayersssssss. DON CHA' EVER DARE I TELL YOU.

keep on doing this for Allah, until your last breathe. InsyaAllah, Allah will be with you, guiding you in dunia and akhirat. Allahhumma aminnnnnnnnnnnn ^^

To my dear friends who are sitting for their O's,N's or even final year paper,

BITTAUFIQ WAJANNAH!!!!!!

and to my fiends who are sick, get wll soonnn,

SYAFAKALLAH HUMMA AMINNN. xoxo

nyehehehehehhehe,

this are just things tha make me go,,,

GAGA.

muahahahaha

yummmsieee.

chaoowwzz

2010-08-27T16:25:00.002+08:00

Just a few finutes ago,

the azan was recited clearly through the speakers

that I can hear it from my own room!

anyway, mind my face.

just take a look at how amazing the mosque looks like.

hmm........

if only my face in the picture was decent enough,

it would have been picture perfect!!

SubhanAllah, cool right???!!!

feling sick

2010-08-27T08:03:00.003+08:00

My life has been restricted to only a few square feets of the house. It's either my bed or the toilet.

I've been fully accompanied by the guilty sense of not so pleasurable feeling - yes being sick. Ya allah, please be with me. I'm so weak now and now, all I have on the bed is the warm vibes of qasidah songs coming out from my phone and of course, a laptop, to accompany my through my day. I'm in need of some rest now but I can't stand the sight of the laptop which is definitely a complete pleasurable sin to be doing right now. I miss writting, oh yes I do.

Looks like today, I skipped 3 test, in fact 5 just because I did'nt attend school. I fel so demotivated as I've studied hard for all those test but all this bad bacteria in my body is demolishing my brain,literally. But I know sickness and health come from allah, so I must'nt grumble about it :)

So here goes my friday. Mum would be accompanying me to the doctors in the afternoon so now, I better get some rest because my body is in need of those bad bacterias to be put to sleep. hehehe.

allah humma soli wasalim a'lannabi muhammad

wa ali muhammad wa' sohabi muhammad

2010-08-19T21:07:00.001+08:00

MasyaAllah. a young boy leading terawih prayers.

May Allah bless him.

2010-08-14T12:02:00.003+08:00

Pictures are not fo sho' okay.

Thank you suria for the pictures.

Indeed, I'm in need of this kind of happiness.

terawih

2010-08-11T17:00:00.003+08:00

Terawih at Assyakirin was simply remarkable.

It's definitely a special gift from Allah.
As time passed and I waited impatiently
to get together with the huge congreation
and get myself into the "sempadan iq'tikaf" .
I squeezed my way through and I manage to get into the
"sempadan iqtikaf", at the very back row sharing the
saf together with some of my mom's close friends.
(jadi lah tu)
:)
Minute by minute,
I turned my head to see the crowd fighting to
get a space to pray.
Saf by saf, were filled with
people who were from different skin colour but had the same mission,
For Allah, For Allah.

We waited....

When the azan was finally recited out from the speakers,
my heart started pounding fast.
The crowds was overbooming.
The praying hall was full of attendance,
where everyone is beckoning to get allah's attention.

Everyone stood up and fill the empty slots
which can be found at the tiny space next
to the small door against the stairway.
Everyone did all the could to squeeze in and
get together with the huge congreation to pray for Allah.
I stood shoulder to shoulder with one of my mum's friend,
Cik Zurina
who apparently used to be my personal maths tuition teacher
when I was in Primary three.

After we did our sunnah prayers,
she gave me a very acknowledgable advice
which I will carry till the end of my life.
" doalah sebayak mungkin ketika waktu-waktu ini :
Selepas Muazzin azan sehingga Muazzin iqamah.
Kerana pada waktu iu, allah akan
mengkabulkan segala
dosa hambanya pada waktu tersebut"

And the night continues,accompanied by
the serenity of the imam reciting the ayats from the last juz.
I can't help, but my tears started rolling down.
Time passed to fast,
it's almost 5:30 pm now
and soon,
I'll be heading down to the mosque again.

Alhamdulillah, I can't say anything else,
but Allah Allah hu Allah, you're the best.
The serenity of doing your terawih prayers can only be felt on ramadhan.
So guys,
Catch the opportunity!
Salam alaik! TEEHEE.

2010-08-11T16:36:00.002+08:00

Yesterday evening, Shamira came by my house since she insisted to come over although I keep on saying that my house is a pile of junk. HAHA, actually no lah, my house very neat and tidy already. Our main purpose was to settle with all our national assignment within few hours. Eventually, we did, so we proceed onto our next impromtu move which was to webcam of course! HAHA. Yes, I know webcaming is typical but believe me, it's out of the ordinary and enormously fun. muahahaha, k lame. But I'm serious, it's definitely enormously fun!

We spent like a bout 3 hours with serious business and about an hour of webcaming, where my brother came in and join in the fun! It was certainly a cheerful day yesterday. To add on, it was a wonderful day since I did get to do my terawih prayers together with my fellow muslim people. I'm gonna talk about it later. Till then, salam alaik! TEEHEE

2010-08-10T23:00:00.003+08:00

ALHAMDULILLAH!

It's ramadhan tomorrow. CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?
OMAOMAOMAOM!

so fast right?
I'm so excited I feel like peeing in my skirt.

K, HAHA.

Alright, here goes my syarahan, cheh.

Biarlah bulan Ramadhan ini kita berubah

kepada seorang hamba yang lebih dekat kepadaNya.

Jangan tinggal solat, banyakkan bacaan Al-Quran.

I have so much to write, but I'm too sleepy :(

but whatever it is, take this ramadhan seriously because Ramadhan

only comes once a year and we don't know

if we ever get to meet with the next ramadhan.

Ya Allah, terimalah Ibadahku.

Kuatkan Imanku kepada keluargaku,kawanku dan agamaku.

YAY, BE HAPPY!,

IT'S RAMADHAN GUYS!!

RAMADHAN IS SOMETHING WE MUST BE EXCITED TO CELEBRATE.

with regards t ramadhan,

check this out,

Fityan Assyakirin just establish a radio station calledthe "ramadhan rovers"

It's really really really cool!

(click to enlarge)

yap yap yap,

don't forget to niat,

love ya peeople.

tomorrow is sabbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbb birthday

YAHOOOOOOO

cycling day

2010-08-09T17:26:00.002+08:00

It's always fun to do things together with your family! Yesterday evening, My dad,little brother including me decided to cycle down the whole taman jurong! Those are some shots which I manage to capture WHILE cycling. teehee. The breeze, the happiness just fills my sunday to be a perfect one. Gonna cycle every week with the whole family again!
I'm currently trying to type as fast as I can because I'm trying not to miss any national day celebration at padang through my TV screen. HAHAHA.

to end this,

HAPPY 45TH BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!!!!!! I'm so proud to be a singaporean! *muacks*

all about allah

2010-08-08T16:20:00.002+08:00

I always visit the regional library every sunday together with sabrina and jun to get my weekly revision done. Every visit to the library is always different. Every week, there's always some initials that makes it different.

Last week, I went to the library earlier. At that time, I have not done my Zuhur prayers, so I thought of doing my prayers at the staircase, alongside the door, where I usually do my prayers when I'm in the library. So, I excuse myself from the pile of mess which I mounted when I did my revision. HAHA. So anyway...... Okay, so after I took my ablution, I went there,secrectly because I do not want anyone to know or be suspicious. I climbed the flight of stairs all th way to the forth level slowly.

However, I was a bit disspointed because I can't do myprayers there because of some unforseen circumstaces which I don't wish to talk about it. I had no choice but to find another place to finish my "project to allah". I keep on mydu'a until, finally I found a decent place to do my prayers, somewhere a long the edge of the stairways. I laid out my praying mat and started my prayers. As I was praying, I got very very scared because I was afraid that someone would go down by that sairs and wild imagination started to haunt me when I did my prayers further on. I tried to put aside the stupid thought and focus on my prayers. In my heart, I du'a ......

"Oh allah, don't let anyone see me praying along the stairs, protect me"

After I du'a, I manage to focus and do my prayers properly.... until the end of my prayers. as soon as I folded my praying mat and put on my slippers, I was so shocked to see

SO MANY PEOPLE GOING DOWN THE STAIRS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Seriously, I kept on hearing the slipper sounds coming from the top floor, flip floping.

The first I thought was,

did Allah really heard my prayers? Allah did protect me.

Therefore, my dear brothers and sisters in Islam, Don't let anything hinder you from doing the obligations from Allah because definitely, when you do something because of Allah, He will always be there to protect you. So don't feel ashamed to do your prayers anywhere. Make an identity of yourself as a muslim and carry the flag of Islam with full of pride and glory.

ANYWAY YOU GUYS, My aunt recommend me this book and now, I'm recomending it to you all because it is seriousl a good book and honestly, It scare the shit out of me.

SERIOUSLY!!!!!!!

Allah.

ndp

2010-08-07T18:50:00.002+08:00

photo credits : JUDE!

THIS YEAR'S NDP ELEBRATION WAS JUST PURE AWESOMENESS.

There's no better way than to scream and

shout and wave and be all free

in the spirit together with the whole school.
This year's celebration was so enjoying,

okay, maybe not so,

is WE enjoyed them.

khekhekhe.

A short shout out to all the peforming groups who peformed for yesterday's celebration,

awesome awesome!

To All band members, three cheers to all of you!!!!!

SO PROUD OF ALL OF YOU THAT I FEEL

LIKE CARRYING EACH AND EVERYONE

OF YOU AND THROW YOU GUYS AROUND.

HAHAHAHA.

THE BEST PEFORMANCE EVER!

The school audience did an amazing job of supporting us.

HUGSSSSSS***!!!!!

2010-08-05T21:16:00.007+08:00

"Allah almighty said: I am as my sevant thinks I am. I am with him when he maks mention of Me. If he makes mention of Me, to himeslf,I make mention of him to Myself; and if he makes mention of Me in an assembly, I make mention of him in an assembly better than it. And if he draw near to Me an arm's length, i draw near to him a fathom's length. And if he comes close to Me walking, I go to him at speed."

2010-07-31T21:12:00.003+08:00

OH WELL,

I'M FIFTEEN ALREADY,YAY!

I need a bigger heart to stoe in more

faith,compassion,love and security to allah,family and friends.

I had the sweetest 15th.

thanks guys:)

B-)

2010-07-31T20:43:00.003+08:00

Sometimes, I feel guilty. Guilty of the way I lead my life. In my 15 years of living,

I learn to love allah, learn to appreciate his creation, learn to love mankind.

But, I feel tht I'm incomplete.

I don't feel secure to see all my friends neglecting

their solat, paying attention more to their crushes rather than to Allah.

I'm not sayin it's wrong, but you guys are going overboard.

Yes, the truth is, I can't bear to hold and see all this.

The truth is, sometimes, I just feel like screaming

straight off their face and make them realise that

we're living in a temporary world.

Maybe this might help to make you guys realise how important solat is.

"Jika seorang hambaku meninggalkan

1 waktu solat maka wajiblah dia di hukum 80 tahun di neraka"

1 Hari di akhirat=1000tahun di dunia.

80 Tahun di akhirat= 1000tahun di dunia x 365 hari x 80

=29,200,000 hari dunia.

NAUZUBILLAH.

godaan syaitan tu memang susah hendak dielakkan, jadi, kuatkanlah iman kita.

Nak tinggalkan solat tu memant senang, tapi solkat itu kan suruhan Illahi,

sanggup kita merana di neraka selama 29,200,00 hari semata mata tinggalkan 1 waktu.

My dear brothers and Sisters in Islam,

I'm not acting some holy islam chic.

I'm just trying to remind you of the hereafter yang selama lamanya,

kerana, suatu hari nanti, semua akan bertemu Allah s.w.t

"Hanyasannya solat itu ialah ketenangan,tawadhu,rayuan dan keluahan."

salam alaik!

TEEHEE.

ubahkan diri okay.

2010-07-31T20:35:00.002+08:00

My july is unforgettable!

I want to share,

but sometimes, there's things in life that you have to keep it to yourself!

awesome awesome.

Thank you allah!

I love you.

ps: looking forward to a better awesome,InsyaAllah.

2010-07-24T14:38:00.002+08:00

They say an apple a day keeps the doctor away.

But believe it or not, apple contain a high percentage of sugar.

Maybe it prevents you from doctor,

but it does'nt mean it prevents you from.............

....................

hehehe, think about it.

I kinda need some ice cream right now.

how about butterscotch?

2010-07-24T14:17:00.003+08:00

Hmm. Well, alhamdulillah the week is over. I'm having a great time spending my saturday on the desk near the window,enjoying the cold breeze,holding onto my pen, finishing up all my homeworks. Heh, the laptop on my esk is just being a distractive toy.Honestly, I never felt this excuisite excitement on saturday. I've been going through tons of fear and sadness for this week and I'm glad that everything is over. I'm glad that I manage to overcome it and I would'nt need to run and cry onto someone's shoulder. But look on the bright side! I get to exprience something dark that WAS constantly evolving- fear. But, I have to one to blame. Everything that goes within and IN your life is YOUR responsibility, no matter how bad the situation can be. You're on your own, breathing.

Now, let's not turn back the page. Keep on moving with life ^-^AND BE SELF SUFFICIENT. reign your own life and endure all posible mishaps because you know you'll always have allah by your side .

i less than three you.

teehee

2010-07-21T15:31:00.005+08:00

I'm sorry! I still "less than three you"

Let me get hold of myself first because I'm losing myself right now.

3rd week of school

2010-07-14T18:47:00.003+08:00

It's the Thrid week of school and trust me,I've been through quite a lot this three days. Guess Mr liew is right after all. Been busy and I've been scraping through my test

It sucks and thats bad because I never use the word sucks when it comes to my study before.

anyway, 3 more weeks till comon test two. This is just to make me freak out.

=.=

2010-07-10T11:02:00.002+08:00

Okay, star..t engineeeeee... readyyy.... lets goo!

Yesterday was so awesome!

It totally amazes me how I manage to survive my 2nd heactic week of school life.It's amazing how a random school girl like me can get so busy with so many things. I kind of miss writting so much. For the whole of this two weeks, my english teacher have not been giving us the opportunity to write. Man I mean, come on, the whole reason for english is to read,learn and write. I stand upon a strong repugnance that this mild crap should be over soon. I love writting. Maybe I should stop by the lbrary and write all I want becaus the environment there is so calm and peaceful!

( HAHA it depends on which library you go to)

It's 11.10am right now and it's weird because it's almost lunch time and I've yet to have my breakfast. In fact, I'm curling up on my bed wth my laptop like some lost butterfly who got its feelers stuck into a pile of grass. Okay whatever. So far, I really like school especially maths lesson. I like the way mrs ng makes me feel like a whiz. HEHEHE.I feel so blessed to have the oportunity to study with wonderful kids,having time out with my best "woops" although school life has ben much of a struggle for me, I still think that giving up is the worst idea. Maybe the reason to why Im struggling is because I have'nt been able tomanage my time well. There's some hiccups along the way and I think that that itself sucks. I just need time out, right what I'm having right now. ;B

Speaking abot having time out, I realise that blogging is all about expressing your thoughts and not impressing others. I reaise that blogging does help me in rlating the past to the present and I really love blogging, I mean come on, I've been loyal to blogging since I was like in P3. Now that I'm in sec3, I realise that blogging is so much different than showing of what you have.

Life's good,

thank Allah.

Ameen

uhmazing week

2010-07-10T10:45:00.002+08:00

This Japanese made banana taste cookies is the best Japanese cookies I've ever tasted in my whole life. Okay, maybe on of the reasons might be because that I've never tried Japanese cookies before in my whole life. I still have about 5 packets left in the kitchen ( I just found out that there's still leftover of that cooies after I ransacked my ktichen since I was bored 8]) I shall bring some to school soon and left my The Woops give it a go.

Okay, alrighttttt......... where should I start? I've been blogging randomly about some of my random thoughts that havebeen lingering me this pass few weeks. It's ironic how a busy girl like me still makes time to switch on the laptop and made i through all the way to blogger just to post 2 lines about how I felt today. hmmm, yeahhhhhh. Maybe I should stop blogging just to make it looks as if I'm so busy, well which I am obviously. Heh. Anyway, who reads my blog other than my bunch of friends plus some random people which I hope I know. Oh yes, with reagrads on this, I'm still quite upset with my tagboard. Remember those times when I had no bloody tagboard and my blog seems so peaceful with just me writting what I like without anyone commmenting on it whatsoever? I miss those times. So if you want me to continue the legacy of having the ugly pink tagboard to stay on my blog, you better start giving your acknowledgement or something. Or else... or elsee. Chey hahahaha. Okay,I'm just threatening.

2010-07-07T17:34:00.002+08:00

" Recite the Qu'uran, for it will intercede for you(with Allah) on the day of judgement."

The calmness, the peacefulness, the satisfaction the joy of reading the Al Quran is totally priceless.

Ya Allah thank you for this niqmat whih you've sent it to us.

krukrukru.

Common test in 6 weeks time.

SCREAMMMMMMMMMSSS.

Anyway, TRIGOMETRY ROCKSS

youth day

2010-07-05T21:51:00.003+08:00

Swensens again soon okay. You girls are zee best funny people ever!

Thanks Jun,Sab and fifah

xoxo

Mum, get well soon okay. love you more.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMA

2010-07-04T22:42:00.002+08:00

Mama's birthday is tomorrow and I tink I shall post something about her.

Having my mom alongside my journey in life is a great thing.

She has always been my backbone and she supports me in whatever I do.

Although sometimes she gets annoyed with me and I get annoyed with her too,
our fight last less than an hour but our jokes will last forever.

That's the great thing about having a loving mom like my mama.

There will be no mom in this world who is willing to let their child suffer,

there will be no mom in this world that would want their child to no succeed.

There will be no mom in this world that is not willing to sacrifice her time with her family.

Remember,

" when Allah made women, she had to be special.

He made her shoulders strng enough to

carry the weight of the world yet gentle enough to give comfort"

To mama,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!

JAMEEELAAAAAAAAAAH JIDDAN JIDDAN.

ANA UHIBBUKI UMIII.

LOVE YOU MAMA

2010-07-03T17:33:00.003+08:00

Everytime when I board a bus, I prefer sitting against the window and observe how people lead their lives. When I observed,I realised that the world is moving fast.

The world is moving too fast that
MOM'S BIRTHDAY IS COMING SOON!
ohh geeeeeeess

2010-07-01T22:46:00.002+08:00

I have to get back on track. Well I'm on it but I've yet to be running on it. I'm just slow jogging. Go amalina Go amalina. There's no more time to lose!

2010-06-30T15:50:00.002+08:00

I'm like totally losing myself now. PRRRRRRRRRR. I should snapped myself and give myself a big wake up call. I have so many things t finish up today. Okay lets see.

1. Finish up my 3 google sketch up

2. Finish up 2 maths revision worksheet.

3. Maths exercise 6.4

4. Teenager's narrative essay.

5. DnT folio.

6.history and social studies reliability questions.

7. English summary work.

Haiya, it's okay, Do not fret. I believe I can do this because I believe Allah will help me out. Amin.

2010-06-29T23:11:00.002+08:00

I think mom's right. I realised that I've been heavily involved in too many stuffs that I barely have any spare time to focus on my studies, which definitely plays a big part in my life. To add on to the pressure, most of the secondary 3 teachers have been stressing on the fact that Sec 3 is definitely a vulnarable year for us. It's either you do really well or vice versa. With regards of all this, I think I must find a solution. I'm thinking of opting out some of the activities which I don't really think I play a big part on. Mom has been noticing drastic changes on me and my tight schedule. She is really unhappy. :(

Although it's only the first week of the semester, in fact it's only the third day of semester but I've been up to so much stuffs and I have a lot to do to meet the requirements of my teacher. What's making me suffer is that every single thing is resoluted to a fixed deadline of the same date .T_T Haish, tawakkal je la.

2010-06-28T21:21:00.003+08:00

MY FAMILY IS MY SPONGEBOB.

ALL OF US ARE FINALLY BACK ON TRACK.

ALHAMDULILLAH.

Haiya. Usually, before I switch on my laptop or whatsoever devices that can bring me to the cyber world, I'll definitely plan whatever I want to write in my blog. I'll come up with a topic in my head and start brainstorming what I want to write. But whenever I'm in the situation whereby I MUST spill out my thoughts, I've got totally no idea what I'm going to write. This always happens when before I blog or before any written esay exams :( It's so sad you know.

BURPSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.......

First day of school was nothing special.

just that I get to meet my classmates and my friends and start on a new maths chapter.

I was facebooking until I saw this.

BAIK AH FAHMY.

5-0 or what.

*click to enlarge

2010-06-27T14:54:00.003+08:00

I SENSE A TRAP OF ELATION.
I am so happy now.
I just can't wait for tomorrow.
weird I know,
what a contrary right!
HAHA .
I can smell mom's longtong from here.
ohhhhhhhhhhhh yeah

2010-06-26T14:13:00.003+08:00

School's starting really soon and I'm sure NOBODY is feeling the anxiety of stepping into the school ground and rest your bud on the parade square to listen to the long speeches made by our principal and get bored within a few minutes. I'm sure there will still be some black sheeps who will start copying homeworks at the very last minute.

As for me, I'm not mentally ready for school. Over the pass few weeks, I must admit that I have'nt been committing myself to my well wrapped books. I have'nt been revising my notes and I have a feeling that I have a whole lot of hills to catch up to. I hope my partners would guide me through because my partners are lovely people who EATS during lesson. I'm chock slammed DEAD. At least, I'm physically well prepared. I've iron my uniform,pack my bags and finish up 3 quaters of my homeworks. Somehow, I don't know why, I don't have the guts to enter class on Monday. Maybe one of the reasons might be because I seat on the front row and I have a STRONG feeling that my teachers whould check on me FIRST since I'm like the opening performance of the class.

Oh well, lets hope for the better this monday!

i fear this cute little things.

2010-06-25T23:33:00.003+08:00

Yesterday, I bumped onto an acquaintance of mine and started an epilogue on friends. It was so weird to blossom a big topic with AN ACCQUAINTANCE in the middle of the pathway. But still, she kinda make my day. Maybe someday WE can blossom our friendship huh babe! ^*^ Now, my face is starting to plant on some beeeyoooteeefool cheeries a.k.a pimples. Prrr, pimples are literally deadly TO me.

Anyway, breaking news! First time on south african soil, Brazil did'nt score a freaking goal. I yaaaaaaaam soooooooo happpieeee.

I was browsing flickr until I saw this picture while scrolling through the thoughts of creative people. It's so amazing to see the work of art across the globe in a single click. I'm not sure whose workpiece this is, but this is totally beyond exceptionallly the picture tht totally blew me away.

HMM, HEY GUYS, THIS IS A CARICATURE OF MY PET,FLAFFY and GRETTY

maybe someone hate my pet donkey so much that they decided to drew a picture of Flaffy.

I never knew Fluffy wore glasses and had such long tongue.

The glasses must be from Ray Ban.

Okay this is fiction

=.-

nonsense okay.

when you have children, don't make them read my pass archieve okay

2010-06-24T19:43:00.002+08:00

" SOMETIMES WHEN YOU HAVE FUN, NOBODY CARES ABOUT HOW BAD YOU LOOK"

I miss sabrina so much.

I miss the anxiety, the naviety,the innocence,the calmness of having such great people creating great atmosphere within you.

THIS SATURDAY OK SAB,ERNI,AFIFAH!

the invasion of peridic moron

2010-06-24T19:15:00.006+08:00

LOOK WHO'S HERE INVADING MY ISLAND.

HAHAHAHAHHAHA.

OH LOOK. IT'S QAMARINA.

boooooo.

I have to admit defeat with the invasion of some human alien.

-_____________-

selamat lawa, kalau tak....

zzZZzz

ENJOY.

2010-06-24T08:16:00.005+08:00

I have school at 9 and I can't believe I still can be bothered to blog at this hour. zzZZzzzZZz. I kinda miss school actually, well not really school as in sschoool. I miss the people in the schooool. Same thing, that does'nt mean I miss my teachers. Maybe only Mr liew? LOL. It's Thursday today and i've yet to complete all my assignment. Some of which are just random piece of crap to get us rejuvinated. Crap of duck dude! Alright I better get going.

OKAY WATCH THIS VIDEO.

THENNN......

TAKE A LOOK AT THE PICTURE BELOW

HAHAHAHA.

OKAY THIS WILL WORK IF YOU WATCH THE VIDEO. PAY ATTENTION TO THE LYRICS

FOR TEEN-AGERS

2010-06-23T09:24:00.003+08:00

THIS IS CRAP.

DON'T EVER FALL IN LOVE. DON'T.

BECAUSE IT'LL FALTER YOUR IMAN

AND IN THE END YOU'RE STUMBLE.

fact this, that note is specially for mommie.

*hugs*

Sometimes, I just don't understand the perception of some teenagers who feels incomplete without love. Just to let you guys know, love it something that grows with you. It takes time. Just because you don't have the perfect partner of the opposite sex does'nt mean that your life is just a bare piece of plain paper. I have a totally strong repugnance againsts such "young love" act. How can I nose be so repulsive with such things that's happening right under my nose?

example:

a peck on the cheecks. Isn't it effortless.

this is so contradictory.

please.

At least, don't deliver the message to everyone that you profess yourself as a muslim with such offensive choice of yours. If you get what I mean.

whatever it is,

please change to a better person.

I'll doa for you.

I'll end this despicable post with a picture to relief the guiltiness.

I'm sorry if I hurt anyone.

I saw this on facebook!

making you smile

2010-06-23T08:19:00.003+08:00

It's wednesday now and I really have to start bucking up on my studies. Or else, I would'nt be reluctant to know if I did badly for my final years. Mom has been nagging and saying that I'm embracing laziness. Yeah right. But on the contrary, I think Mom's right you know. I've been a bum for the past few days and I totally feel like an idiot. I don't know why but I'm typing out really fast as tough the world's gonna end in 30 seconds and I have to spill out all my feelings on this teeny shit of blank white space for you guys to read. There goes my first paragraph.

Anyway, rest assured I'm going to finish up all my essays ( at least) By today since I have nothin going on. Plus, I thought of visitting my aunt and woodlands and bake together with her wild anticipated daughter which is a human portable loudhaler on the go. fyi, she's the 14 year old girl in one of my facebook photo album. ya, that one!

I've started reading since urm erm urm........... 30 minutes ago. Okay fine I was a bit intimidated to see my little sister reading when she's bored. What I'm just tryinna say is, I just feel like reading. Salam guys. Just keep one believing that today's goina to be a great wednesday although if it does starts well for you.

YOU JUST HAVE GOT TO SMILEEEEEEEEEEE

something to make you smile.

I think this is preety cute miley. love you!

AND SOMETHING TO MAKE ME SMILE.

yessssss walt disneyyyyy I'm coming I'm coming THIS DECEMBERRRR!!

insyaallah.

I've got to admit.

Although I barely have any feeling or even THOUGHTS on Justin Bieber, I must say, this is a really catchy song and I kinda love the beat of the songgggg.

click to enlarge

2010-06-21T12:01:00.003+08:00

(click to enlarge)

WHOSE AWESOME?

"FITYAN AWESOME!"

Netball was definitely awesome.

Being into the finals did'nt evern went into my mind.

Not evern being in the semi finals!

Alhamdulillah, our hardwork paid off.

All the loong travel to simei did paid off.

Thank you to every single one of the girls in Fityan Assyakirin netball team.

WE MAKE AN AWESOME TEAM.

from nothing to something !

you girls played really well!

Aida & Alifah (center position)

k im not going to praise myself( wing attack)

Nabilah/Khalisah/Nadia ( Wing Defence)

Baia ( Goal Attack)

Qashrina/Syafiqah ( Goal Defence)

Shamira ( Goak Keeper)

Suria ( Goal Shooter)

LOVE ALL OF YOU SO MUCH.

XOXO

FATHERS DAY

2010-06-21T11:47:00.003+08:00

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!!!!!

my dad is so cute.

Happy fathers's day ayah! You've always been there for me when I struggle.

You've always been so patient with your 3 naughty kids.

You've always give in and sacrifice your extra money on us us and us all.

You never once cared about the things you buy for yourself.

You never beat us or cane us when we are at fault, not like any typical father.

You always make us laugh when we hang around together as a family in the living room.

You're the best squash player I've ever seen.

If there was any other person which I want to give back to, you'll be the first one.

Thank you ayah, kakak love you.

So sorry I was'nt able to celebrate Father's Day with you.

I know this blog post is not enough to compare to all your hardwork which you've done to support us all.

Syukran Jazillah with the time and effort you've put in to bring us up.

sayaaaaaaaaaaanngg ayah!

2010-06-19T15:55:00.002+08:00

I want to meet yuna!!!

oh my allah. Yuna is so pretty!!!
so inspiring somemore

2010-06-19T15:38:00.002+08:00

so how, you still want an "seroplane shooting stars?"

HEHEHEHEHE

Tomorrow's a big big day for us.

I have a huge feeling that we can make it till semis.

ALL THE BEST.

ALLAH IS FOREVER WITH US. ^u^

k, jangan lambat eh besok.

Meet at paya lebar pukul 7.

Thanks.

love you girls so muchh.

2010-06-17T19:22:00.003+08:00

THINGS THAT HAVE BEEN KEEPING ME

BUSY MAKES ME FEEL THAT I HAVE A LIFE NOW.

love it love it love it.

But the thing is, I'm too busy that .........

.......... now, I have a messy room.

dorkyjerkie!

Anyway, this is a picture which I print screen from my online homework.

SO CUTE RIGHT. OMG IT MAKES ME LAUGH.

I can infer from source A that THE NURSE IS NOT ATTENDING TO THE PATIENT BECAUSE HE ALREADY ATTENDED TO HIMSELF.

stupid, you say like that confirm zero la bodo.

=.=

But still very funy

Something to make you guys smile. I was bloghoping then suddenly I saw this. I don't know from whose blog so I don't know how to give credits. But anyway, THIS MAKE ME LAUGH LIKE CRAZY.HAHAHAHAHAHAH kena possessed by casper the friendly ghost.

Well anyway, my netball coach just "promoted" me to a centre position because she said that she wants to see more of my strengths. I know what you guys are thinking. " You, play center? You've got to be kidding me". All I can say is "Errm, sorry I can't entertain you right now." So on Sunday's tournament, I'll have two position. WA(wing attack) and C(center). I find it so amazing how well I can still play despite surviving on nine "still working fingers" I mean, now my fingers feel better, as in healthier, as in cooler, as in WHATEVER lah. LOL I'm not boasting, I just feel pleased. That's all. We'll be having a friendly match tomorrow at simei with the girls I think. At least I'll have something new to learn tomorrow. So far, I have faith in my team, so no worries fityan!

babysitting

2010-06-16T11:12:00.005+08:00

I'm at home now babysitting my little brother. It's very easy to look after my little brother actually Because he will either sit one corner and play his PSP or be in the kitchen, eating. Oh ya, I've put up a tagboard on my blog because I've gotg no other choice. So ya, hope everyone is happy nowwwwwwwwww. okayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. *smileessss wideee*

Earlier this morning, since Amirahsyakk cancelled the Bubble tea plan, I finished up my homework on asknlearn. Never did I know that I was so rusty in my knowledge. I mean seriously! I took so long to figure out a MCQ question. I feel very frustated because I have to restart all my revision despite doing a lot of intensives when mid year was around the corner. Hmmmm, no other choice left. Sometimes I wish there was a shortcut to get all my notes straight into my brain. Like some expressway to my brain or something.

Speaking about expressway, I really need to get onto the same expressway together with Sabrina,Erni and Afifah and Christine. I really really miss them. Hoping to get on board with them later cause I'm meeting them at 3pm later. ^u^

2010-06-15T19:39:00.002+08:00

Okay C'mon. I hurt my fingers again.

now it's the finger on the left hand.

=.=

darn.

Imagine my agony being left alone outside of court

JUST BECAUSE OF A BLOOODY FINGER WHICH

GOT HURT BECAUSE IT'S SO STUBBORN.

STUBBORN AS IN MY FINGERS DON'T KNOW HOW TO GRAB BALLS.

AS IN NETBALLS.

FML OKAY.

just letting out how sad and angry i was at that point of time.

angry of myself

last two days it was on the right.

now left.

Alright, but this time it's like worser than the previous.

way much worser.

it's so fat now.

okay it does'nt look obvious now.

Anyway, you might be thinking.

"Complaining just because of a finger?weakling."

Hey I used to be a national swimmer and a seni specialist.

I've experience a lot of muscle strains, muscle cramps and bleeding.

But does'nt mean that this is just a finger, it does'nt hurts.

It's still part of my body and it still hurts alot.

But still,

I LOVE MY NETBALL GIRLS SO MUCH!!!!

k, kite Myspex ni must win.

NO MATTER WHAT.

Fityan boleh!

xoxo to my beloved netballies.

^u^

okay it sounds wrong.

Nowadays, I've had so many things going on.

So many things to do within a short period of time.

You say miracles will happen?

I doubt so.

I really miss spending quality time with my family.

Go home late, get out of house early,go home late,get out of the house early...................................................................... and the list continues.

pffft, daddy wants to use laptop now.

FIFA AGAIN :(

speaking about fifa,

tomooorrroooww I get to meeet AFIFAH,AMIRAHSYAKK,SHAMIRA,ARDILA,MARIYAH!!!

zomg cant wait.

assalamualaikum

2010-06-14T09:20:00.003+08:00

Everytime when I do sports, I always wish that I can see the things that are happening INSIDE my body. Would'nt it be cool if I get to see my heart beating in my own eyes, my muscles busy contracting and relaxing, my blood actively running all over my body, my sweat coming out from my sweat glance, the water that I drink to dehydrate me, to see how the water actually works from within. WOULD'NT THAT BE COOL.................. but gross.

HAHA

Maybe that's why Allah creates us this way. As in we don't get to see the stuffs IN OUR BODY. But one the contrary, it's weird why we are studying about it. Oh I get it, It's our body afterall. Sometimes I wish I can do the impossible. TO CHECK OUT MY OWN BODY ALIVE. MUAHAHAHAHA, okay what is wrong with me. hmmmmmmmmmmm........... Al i'm trying to say that nothing is impossible. Get it? No? get...it???? OKAY NEVERMINDDDDD.

Pru pru, I'm gonna get ready for later ^u^ byeezzz assalamualaikum

new laptop

2010-06-13T21:38:00.003+08:00

EEEE webcam punye quality sucks.

dissapointment.

VAIO one better ^u^

Anyway, now I'm still trying to get use to my new laptop.

Currently doing all the administrative stuffs like downloading stuffs all that.

B-O-O-R-I-I-N-G

I'm very very happy with the surprise

(well not exactly surprise,

but I still consider it as one since it

was shocking to see dad came back with a brand new laptop)

K WHATEVER. hahahahaha.

At least now I don't need to suffer in a laggy desktop anymore.

FYI my desktop is older than me.

MIND YOU.

Today, my dad was filled with a lot of joy and laughter.

I like this kind of days.

However, in between, there's still a bit of dissapointment,

but lets not talk about the things that brings down our smile okay

As usual, we had netball today.

A lot of my friends were shocked to DEATH when I told them I played netball.

They gave me the body check stuffs when I told them that.

OMGWTH IS WRONG WITH YOU.

Do you want me to chock slam you now????

that's one example of being stereotypes.

Stereotypes about size.

HAHAH, funny NOT.

Don't look down on me okay,

sekalai I play netball better than you guys :PPPP

Speaking about netball,

just now, our training,

OH MY ALLAH.

I feel like chocking the Mawaddah Girls.

FOR ONLY GOD KNOWS THE REASON.

I'm not gonna spit out bad things in my blog.

My blog is SO NOT FOR GOSSIPS.

That's why I don't want to put tagboards.

Because for me, tagboard=Gossips=Unhappy people=Unhealthy surrondings= DOSA.

So No tagboard

will be equals to NO GOSSIPS=HAPPY PEOPLE=HEALTHY SURROUNDINGS=NO DOSA= INSYAALLAH Heaven

AMINNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!!

HAHAHAHHA.

I'm not saying that tagboard= hell

WHAT I'm trying to say is that,

I HATE TAGBOARD,CBOX,CHATWIDGETS OR WHATEVER CHAT SHITS IT IS.

I JUST HATE IT.

HAHAHAHAHA.

kan got facebook.

I active facebook girl.

SO JUST WRITE ON MY WALL BABE.

OH crap, it's getting late.

I'm aiming to sleep at 9.30 pm

BUT IT'S FREAKING 10pm NOW.

OH GOODY DUCK.

There's fityan day out tomorrow,

so confirm got picture spam on the next blog post.

So check check check it out yo!!!

anyway, I want to add in someting.

GOOD HEAVENS JUST NOW I SAY QAYYUM.

so action never say hi.

ACT DON'T KNOW ME SO MORE.

=..= antarebangse.

I CANNNOT WAIT FOR TOMORRROW.

INSYAALLAH CONFIRM BEST!

AMIN

i ground myself today.

2010-06-12T20:59:00.003+08:00

Yesterday night wa sa nightmare.

I felt lost and for once, I broke out in tears.

I tried to contact my mum but she did'nt pick

up the phone despite the countless

number of times I dialed her number.

I felt even more unsecure.

So, I gave her a text message

Maybe it was because I had no one to turned to in the middle of the night,

everyone was asleep at night, except for dad,

which was actively anticipating on the tv

watching fifa 2010!

I did'nt one to go out of my room with tears running down my cheecks,

furthermore, I think it's quite awkward

for me to run down to my dad in the middle of the night,

crying.

HUMILIATING.

plus, my dad hates people who cries,

which adds up to the amount of sadness!!!!

I wanted to call Shamira but I don't know why I can't get through her.

I wanted to call Khalisah, but what a turn off,

she off her phone :(

Desperate times calls for desperate measures.

I pour out all my agony of facebook,

pretty stupid huh.

Man, I can't think at that point.

=.=

Suddenly, I saw a beam of light entering of room.

a streak of light from my living room.

I was hiding under my blanket.

Suddenly, dad asked

"why are you crying?"

There was approximately 5 seconds of awkward silence

until I broke down the silent with my sobbing,

complaining to my dad.

I was trying to say out every single one of my problems to dad in a single breathe,

struggling to say everything despite my heavily sobbbbedddd tearssss.

I felt like a cry baby, seriously.

Suddenly, DAD HUG ME!!!
OHMYGOD THAT WAS ONE OF THE RARERESSTTT MOMENT I'VE EVER ENCOUNTERED IN MY WHOLE LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THE WARMT FROM DAD'S FATSSSS, (HAHAHAHA)

SOO REJUVINATING.

OKAY LOL WHATTHEHECK.

okay, then dad scold me and say

"stop crying, my girls don't cry"

awwwww.

my dad so cute right.

I love you dad.

batm trip part II

2010-06-11T22:07:00.003+08:00

OH IT'S MR LIEW.
:P

cann you seeee uss underwaterrr???? hehehehe
123 breathe!

PURE AWESOMENESSS!!!!!!

JUST TO LET YOU SEE HOW MUCH FUN THEY HAD.

thanks jude for the pictures.
you've manage to capture the amazing moments!

batam trip 2010

2010-06-10T15:58:00.004+08:00

I JUST CAME BACK FROM THE BEST LEADERSHIP CAMP EVER.

WE WE'RE SUPPOSE TO STAY IN THE TENT,
BUT SOMETHING HAPPEN THAT MADE US CHANGE
AND THE CAMP CHIEF DECIDED TO LET US SLEEP IN A 4 STAR
HOTEL.
OMG.

SAB! this drink really really
tastes like the strawberry milk tea.
BUT IT'S NICER!!!!

BUT IT TOOK US A LOT OF EFFORT,SWEAT
AND TEAMWORK TO GET THAT REWARD.

JUST SO YOU KNOW,
WE HAD TO DO A TOTAL OF 600 SUCCESS CLAPS
T_T
(BUDHA CLAP)

WE GOT TO VISIT THE ORPHANAGE HOUSE ON THE SECOND DAY
AND THE SMILE THAT WAS ON THE KIDS'S FACE REALLY MADE ME CRIED
IT WAS SO SURREAL TO SEE HOW SIMPLE THINGS WHICH WE ALWAYS TAKE FOR GRANTED COULD MAKE THEM HAPPY.
DESPITE THEIR BAD LIVING CONDITIONS,
LIVING WITHOUT LOVE AND CARE FROM THEIR PARENTS,
STUDYING IN AN UNCONDUSIVE ENVIRONMENT,
BAD ENVIRONMENT.

HAVING TO BE ABLE TO PUT A SMILE ON
EACH AND EVERY ONE OF THEIR FACES REALLY
MAKES MY DULL DAY TURNED INTO
THE MOST MAGNIFICENT DAY ANYONE COULD EVER IMAGINED.

THAT WAS THE GREATEST SMILE I'VE EVER RECIEVED.

I've got so much things to talked about.
Eventhough it was only a three days 2 nights leadership camp,
I've really learnt alot from this camp.
From leadership skills to teamwork to
appreciating simple things to fun to
exhilirating stories to
A LOT OF AMAZING STUFFS.

But the most important thins I learnt was.....

"TO BECOME A LEADER,
YOU SHOULD LEARN TO OVERCOME YOURSELF"

and

"WHEN YOU TEACH YOUR SON,
YOU ARE ACTUALLY TEACHING YOU SON'S SON"

oh my god, did I just typed everything in caps?
I'm SORRRY!!!

To every single yuan ching leader who has been a part of this camp,
to our dearest Mr liew,Mdm azlinah,Ms seah and Mr paul lim (yucks),
To my roommates Estee,Amierah and Surekha(love you all) <3,
To the kids at Bina Umma which really open up my heart,
To the hotel people in Harris resort and Holiday Inn for the services
and
Most importantly to the organisers
DELANE,ALVIN,SABRI,SYAZANA and JOANNE

EVERYONE OF YOU ARE AMAZING PEOPLE.

THANK YOU FOR MAKING
THIS CAMP A MEMORABLE ONE.

2010-06-06T22:03:00.003+08:00

EEWWWWW.
Pleaseeeee don't let me get infected with fever.
T_T
seeee my lipsss like no more hopeee already.
Nevermind, tomorrow before I go out of my house,
BEFORE I STEP OUT OF MY HOUSE,
I must make sure I drink 8 cups of water.
DIE DIE MUST.

Okay, why am I still online.
I have to leaveeeeee Singapore at 7 tomorrrow.
HOLY GOODNESS.

Okay, A sudden 3 posts before I leave to batam.
LOL.
Batam sounds so wrong to me.
ROFL ROFLMAO!!
oh wait, how do you pronouce LMAO?
limau? lemau?

k lame.

OI GIRL IN THE BLACK TUDUNG, THE MIDDLE ONE.
OH MY I MISS YOU SO MUCH!
REALLY CANNOT LEAVE WITHOUT YOU GIRLFRIEND
ALL YOUR SISTERS ARE MISSIN YOU.

I never rindu yang pat corner tu,
pasal tadi dah jumpppa.
khekhekhekhekhe.
:P

okay bye peee+pleeesss
(peoples, if you can't fig it out-.-)

OH MY GOD,
did I just saw ircha on the newspaper?
funny funny.
:PPP

off to camp

2010-06-06T21:48:00.002+08:00

WELL,
TODAY IS SO AWESOME.
I THINK I'M GONNA START PLAYING NETBALL ON A WEEKLY BASIS.
CAN'T BELIEVE NETBALL IS SO FUN.
AT LEAST IT HELPS ME TO LOOOSE
A LOOOOT OF WEIGHT.
NO WONDER MY AMIMIRAR(amierah) and HUI HUI (Huiwen)
IS SO DAMN SKINNY AND MUSCULAR
NOWW!!!

Anyway, early this morning,
WE FINALLY BOUGHT A PERFECT NETBALL BALL,
AFTER SEARCHING EVERYWHERE ACROSS SINGAPORE.
I mean I'm serious.
From Jp to Imm to almost queensway there to tampines to simei.
OH MY GOD!

Imagine theeeeee split seconds of rejuvination
of happiness when we found the netball ball.
^.^
Alhamdulillah.
khekhekhekhe.
Okay, I sound as if I'ma happy kid jumping around for joy, bu in actual fact,
I loook like this-__________---- NOW.

Ya, I look like that with a perfect cherry(pimple) on top.
HOHOHOHO

Anyway, I'll be leaving for batam tomorrow for my leadership camp.
Obviously I'm looking forward to it.
doa for me guys!
xoxo!

>_<

2010-06-05T15:40:00.003+08:00

Well, HAI!!

My body is aching, EVERYWHERE.

The agony of feeling fatigue :((

okay, now, I can really really really say that

being a leader is not the most amazing job you can ever imagine!

To me, being a leader,getting the job done, is easier said than done!

For me, it's definitely a challenge to take up the role of drum major.

From organising the whole camp,buying the stuffs,

taking charge of the games, directing people,

satisfying their needs and thier safety and ensuring that every single one is happy.
It's not easy okay!

Definitely along the way,
I recieve critics.
Although some did hurt, I did'nt potrait
it out physically because
I don't want anyone to know.
On the contrary, I try to the best of my ability to overcome it and
improve of my weaknesses to become a better leader.
Leaders are not perfect humans okay!
Well, I never expected to become a leader.
I've never become a leaders,
except being a group leader of my catterpillar group when I was in P2,
being a monitress in my malay class when I'm in P4
and a class treasurer in Sec .
All this is nothing compared to the responsibility of a drum major.

So I hope, my dear beloved band members,
I hope you guys give me some time to adapt to the environment,
I hope we can work toegther and grow to love the band even more.

My greatest gratitude to me beloved and most dedicated band seniors
which never fails to inspire me,
my noble committee members
and of course, ms tan which never fails to guide us in our life.

xoxo.

My cutieeees,
Don't be scared of me!
<3

2010-05-30T22:26:00.002+08:00

is in love with a lot of things today.

^.^

2010-05-30T21:55:00.002+08:00

LOL a "have'nt bathe" potrait of myself. awwwwwwh.

-.-

Mom's plan A went well. Today, we finally have the time off to spent our sunday together. Alhamdulillah. No one knows how grateful I was to spent my Sunday with my beloved family. As usual, we went shopping at bugis and at arab street. ^u^ So fun to shop together with our family, at least they will give you comments on the things you bought, weather it's nice or vice versa. After a long day, we had our lunch at 'MINANG'.

I was so amazed by the comfort of the restraunt! The food on the other hand, was'nt a dissapointment and it sure was worth every cent that came out of dad's wallet. it's too good that my sister ask for another bowl of rice. WHAT A RARE SIGHT MAN!!!! since the foood was too goooood, everyone literally fought for it. HAHA!

After a delightful meal at the dining table, Mom and Dad wanted to give a surprise gift to my brother. Travelled all the to simei for that gift...........

Look how happy my brother is upon recieving the surprise gift from dad.

hehehehehe.

oh allah, alhamdulillah. It's all thanks to you, amin ya rabb.

maulud nabi at toh guan

2010-05-29T17:18:00.004+08:00

Yesterday, I did'nt get to spent a single second with my mother at all. Yesterday's time was spent fully with Khalisah,Seri,Shafiqah and Kay

YOU SHOULD HAVE SEEN THE FACES OF SOME OF THE PASSENGERS IN THE BUS WHEN THEY SAW US PLAYING KITES THERE. YOU SHOULD HAVE SEEN THE MOTOR UNCLE WITH HIS SON. HAHAHAHA. we burst into laughter. guys, it's really an awkward place to play there. :PP Lucky there was a BACKUP PLAN *o* hehehehehe

AT THE SAME TIME, YESTERDAY WAS MY BELOVED NURUL AMALINA (in white)'s BIRTHDAY ^_^ ya ukhti, may allah bless you with longivity,health and wellnesss fiddunia wal akhirah. SAYANG UKHTI BANYAK BANYAK!!!!

Had a great time with the girls up there plus Shafiqah and Seri. Alhamdulillah, I had a great time spending my time to be a part of the maulud and the forum at assyakirin. I must say, yesterday really really feels like a blissful day. It went slow and steady. Plus, I get to do my maghrib prayer's at Akmal's house. ^_^ Get some kisses from his mother as well. LOL. okay why am i talking about this. Please don't misunderstand okay.

On a contrary, my saturday went on a different road today. it's more of like duck squatting yourself for 3 hours. YEAAAP it's that tiring! WE had our first netball trainings at Simei. Very funny lah my netball girls. We we're given a chance to play with some of the nanyang jc girls sinc ewe were sharing court with them. Yeah, we learnt some new skills from them. Wow, alhamdulillah. You don't know how deperate we were to find someone to teach us. Well, I can't wait for Huiwen's assistant on the next practice ^_^!

2010-05-28T12:03:00.004+08:00

I have to start reading and start using powerful vocabs.

Mom is not happy with me.

Oh by the way,

I just barely make it for english.

L1R4 18

L1R5 22

PLEASE CHOKE SLAM ME AND SAY THAT I'M IN DEEEP SHIT.

DAMN IT.

mom is reallly reallly not happy.

But it's okay, at least her unhappiness does'nt lead to me being GROUNDED.

Man how horrible can that be.

LUCKY AH.

let's imagine if Mum we're to do so.

.............

............................

..........................................

I'LL JUST SHUT UP AND NAG AT MYSELF,

EXACTLY LIKE THE WAY MY SISTER DOES IT.

"paranormal activities"

No wonder i always hear

mumblings in the middle of the night.

maybe it's not ghost.

Uh, it's just my sister,

desiring to be a ghost when she grows up.

NICE DREAM SIS!

I SUPPORT YOU 100%

^u^

going kite flying later!

2010-05-27T19:26:00.003+08:00

sometimes I wish I'm rich.

sometimes I wish I intellectually intelligent

sometimes I wish I'm better than others.

sometimes I wish rules did'nt exist.

sometimes I wish I can see the future.

sometimes i wish I have a crush.

sometimes I wish vulgar words did'nt exists.

sometimes I wish I could get married now.

sometimes I wish i can have everything I want.

I'm just smitten.

But maybe it's just a fallacy.

Only Allah knows.

2010-05-24T19:48:00.002+08:00

I AM SO DISSPOINTED WITH MYSELF.

WE MANAGE TO PLAY ALL THE WAY TILL THE FINALS,

uNTIL WE LOST TO 2-1.

tHE WORST THING IS WE LOST TO 2T1.

i AM VERY ANGRY WITH MYSELF.

WE COULD HAVE WENT HOME WITH A DRAW,

AT LEAST.

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*o*!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OH YA,

JUST TO LET YOU KNOW,

I'M TALKING ABOUT OUR SOCCER MATCH JUST NOW.

THIS IS THE FIRST TIME IM PLAYING SOCCER ON MY SCHOOL'S FOOTBALL FIELD.

ALL FOR YOU INFO ONLY.

boys

2010-05-22T21:50:00.002+08:00

click.

(credits: qayyum)

"Oh allah,Look after my heart oh Allah.

Don't let me steal his iman without me noticing.

I beg you Oh Allah, strengthen my iman"

How can I love someone before even loving Allah and Muhammad s.a.w

Allah, look after my heart.

amin ya rabb.

visit to singapore navy open house.

2010-05-22T21:18:00.002+08:00

The trip to the navy open house was interesting.

despite the hot weather, my curiosity level did'nt shrink at all.

The warships were so HUGE!!!!

Oh my, We we're so lucky we got to get into the

210 battle ship.

IT'S THE REAL SHIP WHICH THEY USE FOR WAR!!

I telll you, you can easily get lost in the ship!

There's so many complicated stairways

that leads to a whole different diversity of the ships.

MUAHAHAHAH!

The crowd was,

hmm, MASSIVE!

the colour of the sea there is spectacular~

Never knew that S'pore had such hi tech ships and that was one of the best view i've seeen anywhere is singapore.

[!!!!!!!!!!]

OH YEAH BABY

2010-05-18T19:56:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAEYANG!!!

lots of love.

friends laugh together.

xoxo

Oh yes, I JUST created my twitter account hmm, 10 minutes ago.

I'm enjoying it.

And I hope err,,

it's gonna be fun.

HEHEHEHHEHE.

2010-05-18T17:07:00.002+08:00

I am so sleepyy now.
And the rain is so beautifulllllllllll.
^_^

Today, we recieved alll our scripts for mid year.
I must say that I'm pleased with my results,
although it was'nt well up to my expectations of getting 5 As.
I only manage to get 2.
Still, i'm proud of it because I know it's quite tough to even pass that paper.

However, I'm not satisfied that nizam manage to get 3 A's.
OMA. how the heck did he do that.
-_--_--_--_-
ommmmmmm~

Haiya, at least I PASS ALL.
SOME manage to score with flying colours,
some, barely made it through.
Oh well, I'm glad it's all over.
Now, i neeed to focus on the upcoming testsss and exams.
Hmmmm, mom reallly has high expectations on me.
OKAY ALL FOR THE SAKE OF
CHEMICAL ENGINERRING OKAY!
no, its suppose to be,
all for the sake of allah.
^_^!

Huiwen wants me to go to harvard.
So does ah girl
GILE KE?!
-_-
muahahaha

2010-05-16T18:34:00.002+08:00

YEAH MAN!
today is such a
happpy sundaaaaaaaaaay
alhamdulilah ^_^!
SPENT MY WHOLEEEE
(okay, almost my whole)
Sunday with The three sisters.
okay fine,
with Khairunnisa,Khalisah and Seri.
~_~
we had a mini movie marathon
and the movies were so
exhilirating.
@_^

love you threeee so much.
Insyallah, we meeet tomorrrowww for kite flying.
essssh,
byebyebyebyebyebyebye honeypie.
assalamualaikum~

2010-05-15T10:50:00.003+08:00

SORRRY FOR THE PHOTOS. I KNOW IT'S DISTRACTIVE.
BUT WHO CARES :P
MID YEAR IS OVERRRRR.
GIRLS, LATER!
BOKEH BOKEH AT CITY HALL~

15 may 2010

2010-05-15T09:52:00.006+08:00

Sometimes, I really really hate being the eldest.

Im always being blamed for not doing the housework,

not doing well, this and that.

I tried to hold my patience.

But, it's not as easy as you thought.

Kakak sayang adik kakak, tapi, please dengar cakap kakak!

Kalau kakak suruh keams bilik, kemas.

Kalau kakak suruh solat, solat.

All of this are my responsibilities.

You guys are part of my life

and I can't leave you guys alone.

Sometimes, it may seem as if I did'nt care about the both of you

But ana uhibbuki because Allah gave me the responsibilities to look after you guys. <3>

ANYWAY,
Im so glad MID YEAR IS FINALLY OVER,
FINALLY!!~~~
NO MOREEEEEEE LIBRARY DAYSSS TILL
NEXT 3 WEEEKKSS.
^_^ alhamdulillah,
a whole load of weight lifted up my shoulders.
today, I'll be going out with
sabrina erni and Christine
to celebrate Christ birthday!
xoxo!
WE LOVEE YOU CHRISTINE!!!!